Tuesday, December 29, 2009

To let go, or not to let go... That is the question...

I have had an interesting past couple a weeks to say the least. It's almost as if it was all supposed to happen. Finding somebody that made me so incredibly happy followed by the act that tore it all down, and then experiencing the series of events after which were linked to reason it all fell apart. It all came together, and now I have to find a way to make an ending to all of this.

My mind, body, and soul is so wrapped up in this inside world of mine, there must be a reason all of this is happening. I can't help but think that fate has been up to some mischievous work and that maybe I'm supposed to keep my faith in the dream that began 11 years ago. Quite possibly I need some professional help to let go as well.

My mind try's to tell me that if I can't let go, it must be meant to happen. Some day. I don't know. Maybe I'm just crazy. Love will do that I suppose. What am I supposed to think when he comes around and tells me how much he cares about me.

Such a tragic love story, I think I'll write a book.

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