I have decided in attempt to remedy my confused, disheveled, and doleful thought process that I would begin a blog. This of course comes with the idea that I do not have to talk to anyone about it and look like a fool, or break someone's heart, or even break my own...again. This of course comes with the idea and hope that somebody out there in interspace is reading this and may understand or even help me untangle the web of my mind.
Not more than a week and a half ago, I was the happiest I've been in a very long time, and with one act... It all disappeared. With one act... "It" all started... again.
It has always interfered with every aspect of my life since it began. I may manage to bury it, to hide it, and to make it go away. This is only temporary however. Somehow, at the very worst of times it manages to crawl back out of the hole I buried it in for the umpteenth time and find its way back into my life. It knows when I am finding happiness, and rips it from the delicate grip in which I have on it.
The happiness in my life is always only short-lived and temporary. That is why when I grip it, I grip delicately. There is no use in holding on to it tight as it will only be taken away... in just a matter of time...
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