On Letting Go...

I have decided that I must let go of any thoughts or feelings that are linked to the said 'love'. I have to go get some professional help however, because I have a feeling I will just continue to go through this cycle over and over until I die if I don't. I'm sure there are some underlying factors that contribute to this obsession or addiction or whatever it is. Those factors must be dealt with. I am tired of this getting in the way of my life and more importantly any love that I may have come into contact with. I am a mess and I need help disparately. So, here I go again.